My “best friend” was the reason I started cutting
They are very hard to live with at times, but they are treatable. Don’t let them destroy you. PLEASE get the treatment you need and you will be okay. I have lost way too many people to suicide and I have been there myself. If you follow me because you can relate to some of my blogs, please do what you can to relate to this one as well. Don’t deteriorate from your own sadness- tell somebody and get the help you need. Please…
Change is a part of life and there’s no way of getting around it. So accept that your life will be filled with all kinds of change, and even though it can sometimes feel uncomfortable, it’s what builds our character and keeps us moving forward.
I don’t intend on saving myself. In my eyes I’m to broken I be fixed. But you my lovelies are worth saving. and I will be the one to help you to recovery ~ Lauren
I lay here tonight staring at the pale ceiling, just thinking, but then it become more than just thinking because those thoughts are put to practice, even the negative ones. The impulsive behaviours start to kick in and the overthinking takes control. You don’t see the point anymore, you’re numb and you just need a release, and the only thing that could fix that is being cradled in the arms of a loved one whilst crying and getting it all out. Just that mutual silence, there’s so much beauty in that. I miss my life when everything was perfect when I was too young to be accustomed to all of these attitudes and expectations. I hate my life and I wish I could fix it so quickly but I’m continually questioning the Ending of my pain, and my existence occasionally. And I only recently started being so open. I think I would rather keep it to myself now though so I don’t hurt anyone. Just me, alone in my thoughts. Maybe it really will end, one day.
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